I can't write in English, I can't write in Persian as well
I'm not good, sth is wrong now, I can't suffer it
I wanna drink sth, but, there's nothing here, I didn't drink alcohol at all, but I think, I need it
unfortunately, there's no any bar here, there's no place to belong
I can't go out, I scare, really
I need a friend, to speak, but there's no friend, I'm not shy, I'm absolutely outgoing, but I can't be friend with wrong people
I wanna listen to some music, horrible one, sad and scary music, dark one, ****ing shit one, to make me better
The more I blast, the more I bleed
yeah, just that, I can't make myself happy and I wanna say damn to GoD, forgive me, plz
forgive me